"Uh... Its jst 6 in d morn... y did I wake up so early on sunday???" Sweety told this to herself as she moved towards d kitchen to make herself a cup of coffee.with d cup of coffee she moved to her garden n she sat @ her fav place listenin to all her fav tracks n njoyin d coffee n d beautiful scenery of nature as it had been a lng time since she was at hme Due 2 her wrk which demanded travellin to places very often irrespective of holidays or festivals.As she was tastin every sip of the coffee n humming her fav sngs she looked arnd 2 c d flwrs which made her feel fresh n happy... she was just lookin at dem n thinkin abt her wrk n her regular lyf tat dsnt giv her engh space 2 think abt herself n njoy doin things she loves... so she planned to make d best use of d day... she was sayin to herself "lets go 4 shoppin today.. na v'll go for a movie den smewer 4 lunch... hmm no visitin a frd n spendin tym at her place wld b better.. or stayin @ hme n watchin sme movies wat abt tat???" as she was runnin these thoughts in her mind tears rolled dwn 4m her eyes. she just went inside d hse threw d ipod n lay on her bed cryin n cryin.. after few mins she sat up.. she looked @ herself in d mirror n said "no mre cryin.. i am d best i ve d best... i'll luv myself n will keep luvin every1 even if they hate me"... tears dint stop cmin out 4m her cute lil eyes which was red nw. she picked up her cell went thru d contacts n she pressed d call button against 1 of hr close frds num... even b4 she cld hear d ring tne she slammed d phone..later she picked up her laptop n started checkin her mails... she simply went thru all d frwded mails again n again just to feel bette n divert her thoughts.she cldnt stop feelin lonely she thought tat she shld talk 2 sme1 but at d sme time she thought "y shld i share my sorrows with sme1... dey may feel i wear a mask everytym wen i am happy.. but am not tat kind..y dint i hav office 2day.. y was der a sunday" all kinds of unrelated tots which made her feel wrse.. she logged in a social netwrkin site n started 2 c whether any1 wer online. but to her badluck no 1 wer onlin.. so she started draftin a mail to her old frd by writin in all her experiences n all new things she came across n all d persons she met after settlin in Canada n livin on her own...as she was doin it .. she travelled back 2 her school dayz ......
jst like all kids she used 2 njoy at skool playin around fightin with frds... wat she really loved was her parents cmin n pickin her up after skool hrs but tat lasted 1ly untill her kindrgrdn.. ltr der was a vehl arrngd 4 her 2 drop her n pick her up @ regular tymings.. she dint care abt anythin n skool was not d place she really liked n frds wer not d 1's with whom she loved to spend tym playin with thgh she had a vry good frn "marry" who wld draw cute mickeys n donalds n giv it to her but she alwayz had 2 wait until marry completed each line while writin notes to move on to d nxt 1... n lookin @ dis d teacher seperated dem ..but she always wanted 2 b with her parents n play with her cousins.. everyday she wld jst wait 2 return hme n play with her cousins n say hr parents abt all things tat hppn in skool.. she was a very playfull child who nvr gav any imp 2 studies n her mom had a hard tym to make her do her hmewrk so her mom 5nally decided 2 arrang 4 tuitions.. dis actually reduced her play timin.. so she decided not to open her books or do any hmewrk @ hme... n parents dint say anythin as she got a pretty good score... this went on for years... she wld attend skool cme back hme.. hav her lunch.. make her mom say stories listen 2 dem hav a good nap n ltr attend classes den playtym n sleep... as she grew up she nvr really did hmewrks or studied 4 tests n all her note books wer fresh n clean without preservatives.. she became an avg scorer just in her 4th std.. n her parents nvr liked her bein so careless abt her studies so mre classes n mom was also d teacher nw...... she started to feel tat she needed sme1 2 complain abt her parents as she really dint like doin hmewrks n writin notes.. tats wen she found a very good frd "Rita" with whom she shared everythin n she lovd spendin tym with her n as her place was jst in d nxt strret she felt even mre clse.. dey did hmewrks 2gether bunked skool on inspection days, got punishments 2gether... went to d stationary shop 2gether to buy same kinda pencils,box,pens.. this lasted till 7th std... she can also b called as a "hmewrk hater" :)... later she met a diff grp of frds got well with them n "Rita" wasnt with her anymre... N after quite a few yrs she realised wat studies really meant.. n she became a lil hard wrkr 10% mre dan hw she used 2 b... she had a really good tym n things started 2 change totally...now she always wanted to b with her frds...
as she was lost in her thoughts laughin at herself her cell phone rang n she came back to her lonely wrld again which made her feel daunted.. she reached her cell phone.. her very good friend "Sally" was ovr d phone.. sweety paused 4 a min 2 decide whether 2 ans d call or not as she was in no mood to go out of d hse nor she wanted any visitors @ hr place.. but she cldnt just ignore d call n she tot she can giv good reasons to avoid anythin she hates doin ... she picked up d call n with a low tone she whispered a "HI".. Sally on d otherside was fully geared up with enthusiasm n she invited sweety 4 a party @ her hme.. Sweety was ready to make her presence as she dint want to disappoint Sally.. After d conversation Sweety was thinkin whether she cld be any better in d eve coz she nvr wanted 2 look sad n sober.. she said 2 herself tat she will b 5n n she closd d lap top .. dressed up n just drove to d church nearby...
She offered her prayers der n went back 2 her car sat in it for a while thinkin wer she cld go.. she made her decision finally n she drove down 2 a restaurant.. it was her fav n a small restaurant in d beautiful city... she chose a table near d window n she ordered for sandwich n sme coffee... after placin her order she started lookin outside... she saw people movin up n down shoppin,sme eatin n she tot tat every1 wer busy with their own lives... just den her phone beeped.. she took her phone 4m her bag 2 chk who had remembered her 2 drop her a sms.. weneva she received a msg 4m sme1 she used 2 feel tat d person actually thinks abt her n misses her which made her happy.. she got a msg 4m an unknwn number sayin "will soon b back...take care of urself till den... miss u" she saw d num again n again 2 chk whether she knew d peron. but she cldnt..she replied 2 tat number sayin "plz may i knw who s this?" by den her order was ready.. she started njoyin her sandwich n coffee as she was xaminin d ppl outside... she was much happy now.. she dint really knw wat was happenin.. she forgot herself as she was lookin outside watchin ppl doin sme funny things n each treasurin n respectin smethin of their choice... she saw a lil gal who was walkin with her mom.. d lil gal was holdin her mom so tightly tat she feared tat she may b lost but sweetie tot d gal loved her mom so much tat she neva wanted to leave her hands..her perceptions neva matched normal ppl's tots... n she saw few couples movin around standin in d stalls n shoppin .. again her phone beeped she picked it up with swiftness 2 knw who was d 1 who msgd her earlier.. but she got a msg 4m sally who reminded abt d party... after payin for her breakfast... She went to a supermarket to collect some groceries for her home n she drove back home...
She went to a supermarket to collect some groceries for her home n she drove back home. She arranged and rearranged every stuff of hers at her home to give a new look. She sat on the sofa and looked around and appreciated herself for her good work.
She went to the kitchen to prepare her lunch n she prepared herself a good meal. She arranged everythin and switched on de tv and enjoyed her meal slowly, she received a msg on her mobile but she was enjoyin herself so much that she was not bothered even to lend her ears to any kind of sound except for the tv sound. she went back and placed the things as she was done wit her lunch. She came to her bedroom to take a nap. She wanted to set an alarm so that she would go to the party on time. As she took her mobile she saw the msg . it was frm Marry it said “HEY,I’ll be coming there next week...Just confirmed… Waiting to see you”. Sweety was very happy n she had a big smile on her face and she replied “wow!!! M just so happy dear.. :) eagerly waitin “.
Sweety went thru her inbox n she came across the msg tat she received in de morning “will soon b back...take care of urself till den... miss u”… she tried callin back to find out who it is but she got no answer.. she set an alarm for 5.p.m and she slept…. She had a peaceful sleep….
She got up up with the sound of alarm, she turned off the alarm and she chkd the msgs tat she had recd while sleepin. She received a msg again frm de same number “I will be der soon as I promised… it’s a surprise… until I come der I don’t want u to know who I am.. But remember I am always der for u”
